Hello! I am a Ph.D. candidate in philosophy at MIT.
My research aims to understand fundamental human experiences and transform that understanding into effective practical guidance. My dissertation explores a central, often troubling, part of our lives: a deep-seated yet problematic intrinsic concern with our personal worth. This concern lies beneath the sting of humiliation, the anguish of social comparison and our relentless drive for success. It creates a phantom “economy of personal worth,” a distorting framework that leads us to treat success and excellence not just as practical goods, but as existential evidence of being a “winner” or a “loser.” My work illuminates this emotional and motivational substratum, provides new explanatory models for psychology, and ultimately aims to dismantle this framework—offering liberating ethical guidance and a critical lens for social, organizational, and technological design. Alongside this work on personal worth, I am developing a richer practical toolkit for emotional rationality to help us better navigate our emotional lives.
I was born and raised in Shanghai, China. Prior to MIT, I received a B.S. in Mathematics from UCLA.
I harvest my philosophy from my tree of life, its roots nourished by Daoist standing meditation (Zhanzhuang), Zhezhi (origami), Chinese calligraphy, free-form dancing, iPhone photography, and mindful strolls.
Feel free to call me "Lilian." It only has one 'l' in the middle (it's "Lilian," not "Lillian").
My legal name is Yiyun Jin.
My name in Chinese is 金翌昀 [Jīn Yì Yún].
If you are curious about how we say it in Mandarin:
Yì is pronounced as in "ea" in "eat."
Yún is pronounced as yün with a rising intonation.